1. |
Adderall
03:17
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I’m gonna tell you how I’m doing,
Even though you might not want to hear.
I’m gonna tell you how I’m feeling.
You don’t have to listen;
You can pretend.
Last Thursday I didn’t sleep;
But that’s no ones fault but mine.
I counted so many sheep I went into negative numbers.
Maybe I shouldn’t have taken that adderall.
Puppies playing in grass fields,
Circle through my head.
But then the sky clouds dark and gloomy,
And I wake up alone in my bed.
I’m not gonna apologize for taking,
Toxic people out of my life.
I’m sick of being stepped on,
I’m tired of being sorry.
Maybe I shouldn’t have taken that adderall.
I panicked and I freaked.
I let the sadness overwhelm me.
I gave into myself.
I apologized to others.
I just wanted to get high,
But i was told to search for colors.
I ended up doing nothing,
‘Cause that’s how it always goes.
Maybe I shouldn’t have taken that adderall.
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2. |
For the Best
03:28
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I feel like I’ve been running away from you
I feel like I’ve got nothing to say to you
You make me laugh but at the same time depressed
I’ve been avoiding you and it’s probably for the best
But I get this icky feeling every time our eyes meet
It goes deep to my belly where the butterflies turn into bees
I wish we could go back to the way it was before
But at the same time I kinda don’t wanna see you anymore
The day you told me
That you loved me
I knew that we would never ever be the same
All of our sunny days became foggy
When I told you I didn’t feel the same way
We stopped talking and I let you go
You moved on from me just weeks after it all broke
I guess it’s probably all for the best
I hope you’re happy
And she’s the love you were looking for
But I get this icky feeling every time our eyes meet
It goes deep to my belly where the butterflies turn into bees
I wish we could go back to the way it was before
But at the same time I kinda don’t wanna see you anymore
But Is it bad
That after all we’ve been through
I still kinda miss you
I get this icky feeling every time our eyes meet
It goes deep to my belly where the butterflies turn into bees
I wish we could go back to the way it was before
But at the same time I kinda don’t wanna see you anymore
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3. |
Small
03:34
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To take a pretty picture you better suck in
Hide behind someone so they think you’re thin
If you want someone to love you you should look like they do on tv
Stare at your reflection pray for it to change
If you don’t look like the model why try on the clothes anyway
Eat like a bird and maybe you’ll fit into them soon
I don’t love myself
But I don’t really know how to be anyone else
So I’m starting with the woman in the mirror gonna ask her to change her ways
Fuck what everyone thinks I’m doing it my way
Stop being awkward and just socialize
Pretend to be happy even when you wanna cry
Girls are always perfect girls are always kind
Ignore all your feelings and put on a smile
I don’t love myself
But I don’t really know how to be anyone else
So I’m starting with the woman in the mirror gonna ask her to change her ways
Fuck what everyone thinks I’m doing it my way
I don’t always love myself
But I don’t really know how to be anyone else
So I’m starting with the woman in the mirror gonna ask her to change her ways
Fuck what everyone thinks I’m doing it my way
Stop teaching little girls to change themselves
To fit the little mold you made for them
Teach them to feel comfy in their own skin
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4. |
Make Me
03:49
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You make me happy, in the worst kind of way.
I dread my tomorrows won't be as good as yesterday.
You make me smile, which i feel deep in my toes.
You make me feel lonely, when you're not home.
You're making me crazy beautiful boy.
You make me feel weak and I'm getting annoyed.
You're making me angry beautiful boy,
Why don't I feel numb?
I don't want to love you,
It makes me feel dumb.
You make me feel special.
You make me brand new.
I've lost all my style, given it up for you.
You make me write love songs.
I miss my angry tunes.
But you make me happy, what am I to do?
You're making me crazy beautiful boy.
You make me feel weak and I'm getting annoyed.
You're making me angry beautiful boy,
Why don't I feel numb?
I don't want to love you,
It makes me feel dumb.
I know it seems silly.
Why can't I believe that someone could love me, just for me?
I know it seems selfish.
I don't want to see,
How I make your eyes smile, as well as your teeth.
You're making me crazy beautiful boy.
You make me feel weak and I'm getting annoyed.
You're making me angry beautiful boy,
Why don't I feel numb?
I don't want to love you,
It makes me feel dumb.
You make me feel.
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5. |
String Cheese
03:29
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I wanna know you.
I haven’t felt weak in a long time.
Our legs touch and my heart stops.
I’m sitting in your driver seat,
$120 deep.
I wanna know you.
How can I get to you?
I wanna see inside your head.
Wanna hug you, wanna fuck you.
I wanna know you.
I haven’t felt this way in forever.
I want to be pure, just like you are.
For once I’m not in control.
I wanna see inside your soul.
How is it that you’ve never smoked?
I’ve never been so attracted to someone going somewhere.
It’s so funny that I even care.
I wanna be dumb and reckless,
but you sure are going somewhere.
I’ll never know you
I’ll Never get to you
I’ll never see inside your head
Never hug you
Never fuck you
Why won’t you let me love you?
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Livewater Lafayette, California
three best friends hanging out and making music :)
livewater is...
noam franbuch- vocals/guitar
sophia kaufmann- bass guitar
nicole bloch- drums
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